Desperate / Teresa Newman

Don't understand why I feel so insecure

It's not like me, I've always been so sure

Of the person I am, my strengths and faults

Now I feel lost, stuck in a foggy waltz

Could drugs have hid so much in me? ?

Emotions make me want to run & flee

To the refuge of my own mind

Where do I look for the answers I want to find?

If I had to describe how I feel-

Desperation is the only thing real

Desperate to stay clean at all times

Desperate to mend my family ties

Desperate to quit my tendency to hide

Desperate to fix my aching inside

Desperate to feel whole again

Desperate for my heart to mend